Dancing on your grave

On the 29th of January my sister would have become 40 years old. During her life she always remarked that people shall not mourn if she dies some day but celebrate a party. A party where all guests are happy - not because of her death but despite of it.
Therefore you can hear the lyric "Now I'm dancing on your grave - respecting your last wish" in this song. For many people that might sound quite disrespectful. But it is not. It is the desperate try to fulfill the last wish of my sister - even if it's real hard for me.